i guess no one was lying about how the logic about "the higher your expectations are, the harder you'll fall" works huh...

so yeah. i have fallen thoroughly and hard. it hurts. and i'll admit it so i will be able to remind myself in the future whenever things get tough or when i feel discouraged again.

well, the tears have fallen and the heart has ached.
the brain has processed and now its time for the body to put thoughts into actions!
keep going!