whee. climbed today! climbing is still my favourite sport! and can't help but to agree with the saying that one only learns to treasure things that are hard to come by. (物以稀为贵)

met mr t's gf today. very glad for him. she's a really nice girl. and could see that he really likes her too. (: so glad. silly smiles.

found d very cute too. nice seeing that image of him. another reason for smiling at my computer screen.

maybe i'm a mudskipper. i appear to be able to live on land. but i actually prefer the wet environment. (good for you if you managed to figure out what on earth am i relating this to)

sometimes i wonder if i lack innocence. not sure how am i suppose to describe the innocence that i'm thinking of. but i don't have patience with people that are like of double digit age. i can't stand it when people fool around most of the times. or at least when i'm being serious. haha. but when my brain tells myself its fooling time, then i will not care. guess i'm over serious.

not sure if being too dare-devil is a good thing. haha. i think its because of that, that i'm very courageous to be trying new things. to be saying all kinds of things. to be willing to make all sorts of decisions. but i only know that better tried than regretting that i haven't done enough. cause seconds and minutes don't wait for us, so i need to do something about whatever that doesn't appear to be fitting in well too.

是我太敢讲了吗？还是我其实是因为害怕，所以才想表现的更加更加勇敢呢？若我说我害怕我畏惧，难道我不想面对的事情就不会发生了吗。请，让我有选择的余地。。。说实话，应该没有几个人喜欢长大。。。因为没有任由办法让时间的流去不和责任增加有着紧紧相依的联系。所以，我就索性的，把我那爱玩爱闹的一面透明化吧。留给能让我活的自然的人。

sometimes i just wish i have all the time to show all those that love me and i love, the love that they deserve. i know i can't make everyone happy. but i'm just trying not to increase the pain/hurt that they feel.

hmm. sounds too serious. well, whoa. 1.5 months has passed! hmm. not a lot of time left. okok. must carpe diam already! try to do that everyone. and please sleep more if you need to! pink health!!! can't wait for sat! smiles brilliantly!