finally got around skyping S today.
it felt hard hanging up. haha. i think i now know why i seem to rather not 'call' friends/family from sg.
there is more complex in the feelings than from just texting. doesitmakessense? hahaha.
well, but either way, after talking to her, i just want to say, i miss you a lot!!! thanks for listening, always being such a patient friend.
i think when i hear that familiar voice of theirs it will make me miss them a lot more. just like how after having missed M so much previously yet not talking to her, just her 'hello' got me tearing.
its not that i don't like video calling all my close friends, but its just hard to match everyone's busy schedules! plus, it's pretty inconvenient. so i end up keeping all the missing and yearning at heart. and when i do talk to you guys again, then i become acutely aware of these suppressed feelings.
think its the voice the manner of speaking and the familiarity...
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