sometimes even a reason is too much.

i'm not too sure to say i belong to the kind that loves meeting new people or hate it.
but it is unlikely that i hate it. since i'm pretty open to it. i think i might have used to hate it. but no longer since i realised the fun in meeting new people.
i realised how life is so short that we should make use of every available opportunity to make the best out of every positive interaction that we can make with a fellow human being.
which makes it pretty justifiable for me to say, that's why i like to go for very random events even if i end up going alone. even if it so happens that i may never meet that person(s) that i've made acquaintance with at the event again. every interaction is valuable. because you never know if the story you've heard will become an inspiration to you or saved you from making a mistake. or it may even be that your story allowed the listener to take something away.

and even when life seems to be at its greyest, never forget to just look up the sky. when all seems sad and gloomy, you never know when the rainbow is just there waiting for you. cause the sky is so big, it can encompass whatever that you can't. we are small individual souls on this planet, but every action would lead to a reaction. (lol sounds so physics) but yeah, don't belittle yourself, don't lose hope. because you hold the change to your own fate.

why am i writing all these. i have no idea. but just felt like saying all these. i wasn't gloomy or anything. but today has been oddly cold sunny and rainy. i was out earlier the evening and it was already 7. i was thinking to myself why is it still bright yet so cold and grey. then i was looking at the sky with a complaining mindset. in the most unexpected situation, there was actually a small arc of rainbow. it was just a glimpse of like 2/3secs. but it really made me feel how it goes to show life is full of boundless possibilities, we just have to believe in ourselves. or at least just move continuously and things will show themselves. 

right it sounds rather far-stretched now that i've my reason typed out. bleh. :/ well my head definitely works in the everything just gets mixed together and works out something itself.