alright. new start to things. (: hmm. wonder how to let titans only know about this. cause i definitely can't publicize it on our blog since random people will stop by there.

so... what an exciting past week. exciting because it was in the painful manner. i hope that i was right. haha. that i have grown up if not changed a little...

whats life without earth shattering disasters in your heart?

spent a bomb in 2 days just to wake myself up and step out of all the negativity... sheesh. managed to get a new self help book! :D

the resilient factor
am excited to finish it! ohhh maybe i should go work for page one or kinno during the hols! i'm so loving books these days. :D :D :D so glad for brenda who helped to make me find my love in reading. sincerely, from the bottom of my heart.

somehow or another yesterday became a literally long day. haha. but not in the exhaustion aspect.... (:


these days i keep thinking that people can't be too nice to me. if not i'll think too well of them... haha. and sheesh. being 18 makes it feel like you're neither here nor there! cause you're no longer THAT young to date. but you're not old ENOUGH too either... this friend of mine is dating at the moment. and she started her relationship in her late sec 4 year. and i ask her how did she decide to do it considering she was till 16? she said, these kind of things are simply a leap of faith. and that means considerable sense... haha. coming from a girl younger than me shows i'm not mature/ready in that area yet... haha.

alrighty. 12 more days before the showdown. haha. hope that i'll get by it just fine. cause i know that my teachers really wish for me to make it. everyone else too. then... obviously i want to prove to myself that i won't just stop here. x) be more resilient everyone. (: