Sighs. Today got the confirmation from my internship boss that i will not have holidays to enjoy in December and January even though I'm free labouring. My holidays will only be mine to enjoy in February (dates to be confirmed).
Ascertaining that was like. x.x
denial mode on.
There goes our plans for holiday and meet up. There goes my something to look forward to. Graaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.
Can't make out my feelings now. Just that somewhat heavy?
Cause now that i only get a break in feb and even though my sch is giving a brea in feb too. Doesnt mean that he will be free to come in feb too.
The only thing i can think of now is, I'm going to put all my energy into mastering french. The + or the - ...
Welcome to reality and even more reality when plans screw up and hopes get trashed. (But you should still hope on because once you let go, you'll lose it all).
So even though now is an indefinite wait. I'll hang in there. Come here to rant when i need to. And not let myself sink and slump out of control. :) *grit grit grit.*
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