as the saying goes

if we write more, we improve in communicating our thoughts.

as such, my lost in touch of blogging will lead to the poor ability in summing my thoughts i think.

haha. i haven't exactly have any urge in coming back..... but well just today it feels bad to have neglected this place for so long.

was just talking to a friend today and saying how its been almost 7 months since 2017. that's more than half of the year. scary much.

time does whizz by(e) doesn't it. i actually automatically typed bye. then wanted to correct it. but then realised. well yeah, when it's passed it like gone. LOL. ok. lamemoment.

should i be giving a summary. had a new thought in mind. guess cause i have this feeling that this best friend used to be a regular reader. sooo i was pretty hurt that the last time i went back sg. there was barely any reponse from her towards our group jio. that coupled with other reasons. i cancelled on the group jio and didn't get to meet her... i do miss you very much. and would love to know what's been going on in your life. and it sucks to no longer be a regular part of it. :/

is it faithfulness or _______ a negative word with same connotation. (someone?)
its been 3 years and 9 months. but maybe cause more than half of it has been ldr i still think of you very much. i can see a random guy and i do wish its you. i see a couple and i wish you were here. i can see anything, and give myself a justification for thinking of you. i just really want to be with you. andddd no, its not ending anytime soon. soon can be still 2 years and 5 months 2 days at least.

summary: i have 4 more weeks of internship left. WOW. its been 3 months. i'll miss them. cause work has been enjoyable. it has been interesting. i got to see so many new things. work has not been like a cooli worker. very contrasting from last year. it has been very desk-bound. (its really uncomfortable. i swear when i get hired officially. i will invest in a chair best for my back. i will convince my boss. aka. i hate my current chair) i am !@@$#$%!#$! moving in a month. NO i am not ready to move. but YES i can't wait to be next to the sea.

i have found my new place. although i have paid a very painful price for not following priorities... and i have found a new bank agency with good new under the way. when its official. i'll share my happiness without the details here. LOL

its been 2 months and 9 days of the 24th year. regretfully i haven't been the most diligent. i really ought to be more. so here to being more hardworking for the remaining time in Paris at least.

oh yes. today marks the last pilates lesson i had with this teacher that's just a year older than my mum. and has been such a great help in strengthening my core. i'll definitely miss her. can only hope that when i do return to Paris for any professional experience, she will still be in town to teach me. ><

as such, august shall be full of swimming (well actually just 6 sessions in mind, cause i have 6 free entries to use. :D as a youth below 30 living in Paris).

end of summary. cause i no longer feel like blogging. good night.