opps

HAHAHA. i went to bug my friend to update her blog. but i myself haven't updated it since 2 months ago.

well. what to say. been pretty well occupied.

very sad that i am once again spending CNY without all the hype. at least i need not spend it alone cause i went to look for my uncle and his family. and at the moment can't foresee when on earth i will be able to spend CNY in singapore. last year this time i thought that i will finally be able to do so for 2018's. but now that my plans are not the same at last year's i can't be sure anymore...

AND i also dk when on earth i can next fly back sg.... ZZZ.
can you sense my irritation. I WANT TO GO BACKKKKK. reluctance to stay without a break back in sg...

oh in case you were wondering (cause i am assuming i mentioned it before.) I managed to pass the 2 accountancy papers i took in december. SO THANKFUL.

but i am so doubtful that i can perform at the next exam that i plan to take on the 14th.... its a paper that i am taking to improve my application for masters programme. (but whenever i do a mock or even just my regular practice... the improvement seems weak... not sure is it really because i haven't managed to sleep more and regularly as advised by the online tutoring programme...)
therefore it is highly possible that i will need to spend more money to retake it say 2 months later... :/ meh.

other than that haha the last 2 months have exposed me to more ugliness of humans. hahaha. so sad. but life isn't always pretty no? hahaha. eh ok i will try to update more regularly k. :D