even though.

i don't know when will the next time we get to meet in person again. even though i don't know if we would have to deal with another long separation after we next meet. even though i don't know if we still have challenges ahead to experience whereby we won't be within the reach of each other.

even though there's still so much fears and uncertainties. i still ly.

i'm really actually not as strong as the person (before 20.5yrs old) i wished to be when in a rxn. and i am really clingy. i get more lovesick than homesick.i can deal with not meeting my family. but i can't deal w not meeting him. (facepalm. i know)

ok. moving on. well, i still wish to do so many things with you. i tell myself to hold on by continuously lengthening my todos with you. HAHAHA. waiting for you to teach me more about the world. to learn of more things together. for one day, whereby you would have shown me all that you've know and that we can only go on to experience the unknowns together.

before knowing you, i never considered permanently moving out of sg. but after being with you i realised. while being away from family and friends constantly can be rather tricky. afterall you would miss the company from time to time. but the hardest of all is actually being away from you. and that with you, i can really deal with being anywhere. since, you would make sure where we locate to have chinese food. haha. can we add bubble tea to the list too. (for some reason i really miss having good options of bubble tea. i miss milk tea herbal jelly. :/)

okay. that's quite a lot of ranting and clearing. this is to the first valentine apart. i hope there won't ever be a second. hahaha.